in between the lines there's a lot of obscurity

I love art.

Day 01 - Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book
Day 15 — A fanfic
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

Don’t give it away.

Go away prom. Go far, far away.
You’re tearing me apart. GO AWAY.

Oh Satan is so smart.

He knocked my feet right out from under me.

God has my back…..He’s got it. I have nothing to be worried about. He made no mistake.

Thank you Sami. You’re amazing.

In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn’t take
Cause nothing feels like home, you’re a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

GJOAO”KF{PAKGPKAPGKSPGKSG

MAJOR THINGS THAT HAPPENED THIS WEEK AND THEIR BRIEF SUMMARIES:

Emily

Came to church. All better. Brand new liver. God is so good(:

Lindsey

Passed away.
Saddest story…
I didn’t know her. One of my best friends did.
Her family…they’re okay.
This sucks, but God’s up to something.
She’s in heaven, and now new people will be too. What’s better?!

This guy I just met.

He’s so funny. He’s terrible at communicating though. For that I kinda wrote him off. I don’t quite remember how it happened but we just got into talking about our lives. I told him all about mine.
Then…he told me about his.
I’ve never cried so much for someone else.
Imagine….everything unfortunate that could ever happen to you
Divorce. Abuse. No more trust. Getting kicked out. Switching schools. Failing out of middle school. Therapy. Failed medicine. Having no one believe in you. Almost dying. Supporting yourself.
Going to camp. Meeting Jesus.

TURNING AROUND IN A FREAKING FLASH.

There is no other solution. No other being could so carefully orchestrate our lives to make good out of evil. God is so wonderful. Thank you for blowing me away with your story. You are far stronger than I.

Relapse

Get out of my life. Kthanks.

And happy birthday Meg(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OG0RxhdEF7w

I sob every single time I hear this.

Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book
Day 15 — A fanfic
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)

asalleyesshallsee:

correction.. this year is an awful year for my self esteem.

1. ive gained so much weight
2. i cant loose it
3. i have ZERO will power
4. i want my braces off
5. none of my clothes fit anymore… and i just bought them a month ago…
6. pool time is here in less than a month and the only bathing suit i own is a bikini
7. i was curling my eyelashes and accidentalty ripped half of them out. i look like a freak
8. i am pastey/pale/not tan/ yuck as MESSSSSS

i hate this. fdksafjdklsajklvnwoivfkewvnfo;vf

go away

The Creator of the universe made you, dearest.

He sees you as perfect.

And beautiful.

And He doesn’t make mistakes, love.

1. That music thing for Katy
2. That blog thing for Katy
3. FIX MY STUPID PHONE RADIO.
4. Clean out mah closet
5. Plan my sweet sixteen(:
6. Come up with a new name for my blog
7. The following are school related. Since tumblr no longer let’s me tab over, there is no way to distinguish a new category. My apologies.
8. Study for Bible (I fail at memorizing, okay.)
9. Start studying for Spanish.
10. Read in my Spanish workbook. 
11. Take a zillion history notes
12. Math bookwork
13. Highlight AQWF
14. Start that the English essay.
15. Read the AP Bio chapter we’re learning in class
16. Read the AP Bio chapter we’re learning out of class
17. Do the worksheet for that
18. Read the AP Bio chapter we’re reviewing for the exam.
19. Breathe.

Fanfics are creepy, so here’s a picture instead.

Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book
Day 15 — A fanfic

ithinkivefigureditout:

i’ve got a Saturday night and i’m all alone.

I’ve got my phone right here and I hope she’ll call.

All anyone ever does is complain. It’s rubbing off on me

People beg and beg me to tell them things and then they make fun of me for them.

No one knows just how I feel. No one can tell me what to do. I mean you can but you can’t make me do it. I probably won’t if you force it on me. But if you’re nice then I’ll probably listen.

I CAN’T STAND IT.

Shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

I know he’s taking her

I know she has no regrets

Yes it hurts me more than words can express.

No I don’t hate her

No I don’t hate him

Yes I think it’s extremely shallow

AND I DON’T WANT ANYMORE DRAMA.

I don’t want to talk about it.

I can’t hold in my tears anymore. It’s built up way too much.

I don’t even know if I’m going to go next year. I don’t even care. I want to  have fun but I want my life to be about more than loving somebody and finding my self worth in what a guy says to me.

I just can’t….asgjeoatiga[pgpka[peggja9sigjioashgoajdoghjopadjgopjeaopjgyioarj ioyghuai tropawiopt iopaeitopajegiaiogjpakhopejidgjdofkoajhiopajrpo

Someone will probably get mad at me for this but…

Everyone cool it and stop picking at each other’s flaws, please. Pray for them before you vent about them. Venting isn’t always right.

And pray for yourself before you pray for them.

I’ve been really convicted about this recently. Just like, gossip. Only not the “OMG DID YOU HEAR WHAT SHE DID…OPAJGOPJ” crap. More obscure things. Just making comments about people. I just need to shut up.

There’s nothing wrong about telling people that something they do is bothering you. But do it in love. Not to get people to listen or because you want to talk and have nothing else to say.

It’s cool if you care for someone, but make sure you have your own selfish intentions in check in that area before you say anything. I’m working on it.

And can we please stop dating people because we’re bored? Yeah. That’d be great. I should take my own advice.

I love you guys a whole lot but I hate drama. I’m about to drop off the world for this weekend.

PS this is not about one person.

love love love.

I used to have a thing for this book.

Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book

Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy

I have this book memorized.

Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book